Honestly, am I completely deluded in thinking that I should experience this with A.?
Should I just channel my energy in my marriage with the occasional meaningless tryst?
Yes but the best laid plans of mice and men oft go astray.
Is there any way your husband can supply the excitement you crave in any way, perhaps think outside the box (e.g. is he great at soccer or biking, is he an expert at some field).
Be careful then in terms of really starting a life with your husband in terms of a house and family, if you have those thoughts. If you start that it may keep your mind occupied for a few years but it will line you up for misery down the road.
To thine own self be true or to be all business-like decide what brand you are. If you are not the happy devoted wife brand don't try to be so (you don't go to Micky D's looking for filet mignon).
Yes but the best laid plans of mice and men oft go astray.
ReplyDeleteIs there any way your husband can supply the excitement you crave in any way, perhaps think outside the box (e.g. is he great at soccer or biking, is he an expert at some field).
Sadly, no. I really don't think I will ever be content and satisfied with my marriage. Or with one person.
DeleteBe careful then in terms of really starting a life with your husband in terms of a house and family, if you have those thoughts. If you start that it may keep your mind occupied for a few years but it will line you up for misery down the road.
ReplyDeleteTo thine own self be true or to be all business-like decide what brand you are. If you are not the happy devoted wife brand don't try to be so (you don't go to Micky D's looking for filet mignon).