Olivia:
"This is really hard A. Sometimes I am so unhappy at home".
A:
"I know... Do I make things harder for you?".
Olivia:
"I don't know".
A:
"Do you want to leave because you want to be with me or do you want to leave because you need to leave"?
Olivia:
"I want to leave because I want to be with you".
A:
"If I wasn't in your life, you would spend your life with him"?
Olivia:
"Yes".
A:
"I'm so sorry".
Olivia:
"Being with you makes it so unbearable for me at home sometimes. Before you, I was happy enough. And now, I can't un-know what I know... I can't un-feel what I have felt. Being with you makes it impossible for me to be happy with him. This whole life that I have.... It no longer feels like enough".
A:
"You've been holding that in for a long time".
Olivia:
"Yes".
A:
"I'm so sorry... We'll get through it together. I'll be whatever you need me to be, I'll do whatever you want me to do".
That's the danger of getting started, once you see something else, feel someone else, and have those needs met in a new and better way, it's hard to go back.
ReplyDelete*sigh* I know this all too well. I've not admitted that to my long distance lover. but it's hard to deny. hang in there O {hugs}
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